I am anxious about getting married. I lost my Dad last year and not having him with me makes everything so much harder. I do not feel happy like most brides or grooms do. I feel stressed. I do not want to leave my space and move into someone's else's space. I have lived far too long by myself in my space, doing things at my pace. I find it hard to cope. I don't want to lose my familiar. I do not know why I feel this way. Has anyone gone through something similar?