I doubt myself a lot. I feel im less . In the past i have said few things in a public domain that embarasses me so much that im guilty of it . Now i have difficulties facing the world . I feat being judged . I cant make real friends and im also very worried about my career. My career demands a lot of hardwork and i feel i dont deserver any refreshment . I am socially awkward and instagram gives me anxiety thinking i have to interact with people .