Hi, I don't know why but I always prefer to be alone because whenever I talk to people, I get so anxious, my heart beats rapidly, and my voice and hands always tremble. Also, I always create a script in my head and practice saying that by myself before I talk or chat with someone because I am afraid that I'll say something wrong and they'll judge me.
English is not my mother tounge so I'm sorry for all the grammatical errors.