I don't know what is happening inside my mind but I do hate my ex girlfriend so much right now.
sandy22
why
tauteland2
you know she used to hurt me alot in the past and made me feel she is untrusted.
sandy22
okay now she's your past right
tauteland2
and whenever I saw someone talk flirty to her and she follow the flow as someone said, I do get upset and jealous and remind me back in to the past about thing she hurted me
tauteland2
I just decided to break up a moment ago.
tauteland2
cuz I can't tolerate with this kind of situation
sandy22
you should talk with her about your concern
tauteland2
talk already
sandy22
what she day
sandy22
say
tauteland2
you know I feel untrusted on her because in the past she used to be a stubborn person when I talk to her about my feeling of jealousy or sth she usually reject me
tauteland2
That's why it made me hard to trust her completely without any concerns
sandy22
hmm how old are you and how old your relationship can you tell
tauteland2
She said " don't overthinking"
tauteland2
Now she changed, I do see she changed but sometime she still joking back with those guys and when I talk to her she said I bring trouble im to relationship
tauteland2
you know a fews week ago, we were on broke up stage with no contact, but after that she contact me and try to stay close and convince me and she still love me.
tauteland2
I'm 22 and my relationship is making my life more pressure
sandy22
listen try to trust her if she loves you she'll never break your trust
tauteland2
you know I do want to do that
tauteland2
but it is hard and what I have in my mind is untrusted and jealousy and also anger
tauteland2
I do hate her alot now
sandy22
give her freedom that she want
tauteland2
how about mine?
tauteland2
she can check my phone but I can't check hers
sandy22
don't think that shit just think you love her and she loves you alot try to remember your good memories and calm yourself i know it's very obvious to feel like that
tauteland2
she asked me everything whenever I chatted to someone or even my mom
tauteland2
she always asked what did I talk with those people?
sandy22
then. you should think again about this relationship
sandy22
just talk with her face to face that what thoughts are making insecure
tauteland2
yes that's why I need you to help me
tauteland2
think about this situation with me and my feeling because at the end I felt I'm the one who got fool
sandy22
don't get frustrated just talk with calmness
tauteland2
talked already
tauteland2
but mostly she say I'm overthinking
tauteland2
please trust her
tauteland2
and what I want now is to revenge and her hurt as hell
sandy22
if shes cheating you.... you'll sense it try to more comfy with her
tauteland2
I can't sleep now
sandy22
i think you are good man you should not think like that about her
sandy22
don't think about that you know what I'm also disturbed so much right now