Hi.
Thinking about death brings so much of calmness and peace to my anxious head.
I'm hopeless about so many things in life.
It seems as if I can never learn how to be hopeful.
Sadness and hopelessness feel like the only states of mind I want to be in.
My health is dying. My academic performance is dying. My mental health is dying. My relationships are dying. I should die as well.
But how will get the power to take my own life?