Often, I need some time to understand even basic things like how I'm feeling. Sometimes, I have multiple reactions to a situation that occur to me simultaneously. So, I need time to assess them, figure out which one's most apt for the moment. But I need to make it quick so that I'm not highlighted as someone who deviates from what's normal. I really wish the world was a bit more cooperative, without me having to explain myself. Can't blame them either though. It is weird and might be new to them.