I have been facing severed ups and downs in my life....I did balance everything today.....I hope I go faster til my expectations that my old self can ever reach....it's not anymore about forgetting the past .....it is about embracing it as it was true and a bad phase....life goes on and so will I....my death bed would remind me of the wonderful time ...I had here...till then...I fight...I start again....I try again...I fail again....still never lose the spirit....that's what I wish for ......experiences made Me stronger....expectations made myself firm....happiness that comes should make ur self confidence shine out...