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pie2202 . i hope u are great today feeling good

Yeah bit worried about something but other than that I'm good...how about you?

if anyone wanna talk . you can call or text me whenever needed . 9340966534 . mai janta hu akelapan kaisa hota h . nd koi sunne wala chaie har ek shaks ko

am also good . i know nowadays people go through many things . it cause us to be dopressed or makes us feel doubt about ourselves . just know that a people need a kind of connection to feel . if it's the case i am there to help . if you wanna talk . even i also need someone to build a connection . i also feel lonely .

Ain't that just faking and lying to oneself instead of facing the problems that caused the sadness or depression

False positivity is more toxic than being sad or depressed

David it seems like faking . but if u observe very closely . u will find it's working . for example when u are alone u feel depressed in the morning but same day when you meet ur freimfs to whom you have closeness . closely look it vanish . it's all about what we are saying to ourselves . it's not faking . it's about what you choose to allow .

I kind of disagree here @David ...i had read a book which said to say positive affirmations, what it does is it tricks yours mind to think the 'fake positive things' as reality, which will eventually become your reality. It's like fake it till you make it !

Does that mean you don't have to face the root of those problems?

No, we've to face our problem but with a happy mindset that I'll do it, I'm Xyz and I'm powerful, I've done it before and I'll yet again do it....rather than saying ki oh no why me? why should this happen with me again?

Being with family or friends will obviously cheer you up. It's not cause of what you say in mirror in morning. It's cause of the vibe you get from them and the moments will make you forget it for a while.

See facing problem is inevitable. But having positive mindset makes you stronger and better which is a choice...either way is fine but this way it's more empowering as a individual

it's not about saying in the mirror ....it's about believing in the heart and not all can be with family and friends daily.... and no always the family and friends are supportive.... than making other's behaviour towards us a source of happiness, we should rely our ourselves, may it be partner, friends or parents.

And frankly I don't have Friends or much of a family to go back to everyday to ease myself. It's just waking up in a moldy old room, going for work and coming back to the same shi**y a** room every f***ing day. Where really is the moment that I should cherish? Should I remind myself of my beautiful childhood filled with my drunken father's chronicles? I don't even get the feel to drown myself in any films or series to forget it all. I used to do workout to release my frustration but no Matter how much I die in gym I'll still be frustrated these days. When I'm trying a wee lil happy about something small and good that happen in my life being offered the workspace, or someone who used to not talk talking to me in workplace or getting good at the new work I started or meeting a stray cat and petting it, something big always happens afterwards to just overshadow the whole f***ing thing. N those small things won't be enough to make it feel good. It just feels so f***ing messed up sometimes. I don't even feel like I'm alive.

I understand it must be really hard for you