Been going through constant mood swings after the Cover period. On my journey I lost good friends in fact closest due to this behavior of mine. Every single day I constantly ask myself desiring that people will accept me and currently working in a monotonous work life where I feel like I am tied with my responsibility which I can't get out. sometimes want to be alone enjoy the loneliness but in the other hand want someone to be by my side. I guess most of the people are facing the same way I know I won't get even a response but I am just sharing this.