what if its taking to long to achieve your main Goal but you achieved other goals?isnt that enough
shivang
eventually everyone will die, sooner or later, so it's better we live meaningful so everyone who really knows us will remember us in positive way
shivang
how long?
AmandaS
home is too toxic i did try though...dedicated my entire life to social work career and ive done volunteer work and projects...i would like to have continued and maybe made bigger impact on the world but i can no longer stand being in the toxic environment at home
AmandaS
how long? what do you mean
shivang
Toxic environment? Did you ever wonder why the society is toxic no matter how much good you do
AmandaS
society is okey..it can never be all good ...but am taking about family and being home...where am supposed to find peace,sense of belonging,love and support...its rotten and twisted and it will never change
shivang
read your message pls, your main goal is everything well other goal are just other off course they hold some value but your main goal is main :)
shivang
look I have same issue, the thing they can not be changed no matter how hard you try so instead try to understand they with why and focus on your main goal more
shivang
*try to understand them*
shivang
and why family can't be changed because their experience is different from us, their perspective towards is very different, they are people from different time in some sense.
shivang
*their perspective towards life is*
AmandaS
i know...but i can no longer endure enough to reach stage of achieving main Goal...am a big dreamer so i have big goals...ive achieved some goals that in the past used to be main goals....so in that regard besides being frustrated not to go after my new main goals am still ok
shivang
I bet your goal is not bigger than me and my goal will take much much much longer time
shivang
well you should take a big break.
AmandaS
i know they cant be changed..and i finally cant put up with it...i know it sounds stupid but i will regret not finishing one piece anime and bleach 1000 year war arc as well as hunter x hunter more than possibly affecting them because i believe they dont care
AmandaS
there used to be a time when i would have challenged you on the Goals but am tired...thank you for talking to me
shivang
so watching anime is your main goal? Is that correct?
shivang
naa you can't even dream about the goal I set for myself,not you, not anyone in this fucking earth
shivang
*on this*
shivang
I suggest you to take a good break ☺️
AmandaS
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no its not..its my favorite thing to do..its the best thing that every happened to me and its one of the things that helped me through alot of terrible times...its one of the biggest regrets and pains i will have when going
shivang
well I am thinking about making a animation community where I will talk about almost every animation show like death parade, death note, Dororo, Naruto, one piece etc
shivang
#animation fan :)
AmandaS
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that would be awesome my kid brother loves anime like me he would love it...
shivang
do you about the last Airbender?
shivang
*know*
AmandaS
yes but i dont consider it as anime
shivang
forget about anime or cartoon, just watch that show, you will love Iroh( dragon of the west)
shivang
Sometimes life is like this dark tunnel. You can't always see the light at the end of the tunnel, but if you just keep moving
shivang
you will come to a better place.
unhappycake8
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do the things you love. i guess that's worth living for.
