some people say god is a woman

what's your defination of God?

god never helped me personally my friend

according to the legend, god has a way of loving all children.

hi ...if nobody loves u ....love yourself.....if u want to come out of this situation first u have to make yourself strong by self love ....iss duniya m hum log akele hi aate h aur akele hi jate h to kisi aur ko itna imp banane s acha h khud ko imp banao

I know God has no gender!! for me! I just use( he) .. god is the only one who just want u to be good.. only one who teach and give lessons..

yess i am trying but my friend has so many friends! they all listen to her! not me.. I also want frnd! or I can say I feel jealous.. I feel so bad about myself, I don't want to hurt someone but people, friends hurt me..

trying my 100 % to smile even it's fake! I don't want to smile anymore..

yeah, those are not nice words ferventclam7

how would you tell your problems to god

u know when it's good time i always remember God never forget to thank god.. but when it's bad time i just ask him this time will end soon right.... but the things is happen continuously I stop feeling emotions!

in my mind.... in a locked room, or even in slow voice.. I tell hime every single thing... how I feel alone , jealous everything but I never wish him that (to punish to them who treated me not good) ....

I don't know what to do, I don't wanna live like this!

so you feel jealousy? right

yeah maybe in my home from my sis and in outside from my friends.. haha I am so sick of myself

just the things I don't get treated equally everywhere, everyone neglected me...

please help me, I don't want to be like this, in first I was not like this! I was really not! is just started everywhere that's why I feel weak and jealousy..

you should learn about how can you overcome from your jealousy

you can use YouTube and Google, and read self help book

mastering your is most important thing

yes it's long shot but believe me it's worth it

*mastering your emotions*

hm.. but nobody loves me... nor want me..

auto type kabhi kabhi meri soonta nahi

it doesn't who loves you or not! what matters is do you love ur self?

tell answer my question

why would they love you?

tell me

I do love myself sometimes

I stopped loving myself

also God(whoever uve in real life ) loves u , if he didn't you wouldn't be here today!

shivang ... they do love my sis... why not me I do all the work...

@ferventcalm7 learn to love and respect urself- good or bad, scarred or untouched, if you don't respect urself others never will.

hmm I am trying to understand I worth everything and I can do anything if I wanted

yesss.. I will try my best.... to love myself I can't believe I stopped loving myself.. I used love myself so much! their words don't affect me at all!! but it started everywhere so I becoming weak..

yes u r worth for urself- u need to believe this. also it's a long journey. take ur time

I am happy there is also some people who love me!

thank u! shivang😄, skylar🥰..

bearwiththickhead.. 😀u too

can I ask something skylar... what's ur age?

@ferventclam - anytime.... if our words can make u feel better, then our mission to make other people feel better is achieved

great if it's work you but I wanna tell you something your jealousy wil increase with time if you didn't find genuine solution

@ferventClam7 - I'm 18 lol. I dunno why everyone asks me this... but here ya go..

yess i trying my best to be happy what I got!! god must have been set a good for life for me!! I must wait😇😇

@shivang - what jealousy thing? did I miss something?

@skylar ... u are 5 years older than me!! u can be my carebear!!!

@skylar maybe yes I miss something..

u*

@ferventclam7 - damn u r 13

yup! u are surprised aren't u!?

Skylar read chats carefully you will understand

yes..

@ferventClam - yes... u r very young for having harsh view of this world, but then lol max. of us here are had rough (mental health) ... can't say that I didn't expect this.

@ferventcalm- the one about ur sister and friend? yeah?

haha that's why I am becoming crazy, I also thought not to share here.. thinking everyone will ignore this, to be surprised u guys are so pure and good! 😊

um yeah, my parents recently only looking for my older sister... I feel alone all the time, then I had a best frnd but now she is also busy with her new friends... she ditch me for her online frnd.. 😆hehe

@fervent calm - no, you actually did a good thing, sharing about this, had it stayed in ur mind, it would've turned something even worse, probably spoiled ur fun teen yrs.

not recently since almost 1 year..

hm yess because of u guys .. I will live my best!! I am much happy then before! 😇🥰

@ferventClam- I think it was a pretty normal reaction (I mean u r at the age of raging hormones) , seeing ur friends ditching u, or feeling like a 3rd person among ur family (try to discuss with ur parents -decide to do something together as a family) , this feeling of aboundment , or isolation is common among teenagers. take care of ur mental health, yeah... start ur self love journey and see the difference. best of luck!

abandonment* will be the correct word there.

yeah but they don't have much time.. my sis boards are going, I don't think they will listen.. 'if I will discuss at last I will get scolded for being like this....

u r sis is in 12th? plan in after boards, even better - it will benifit her too

yeah....

and also I got used to be alone in a room! I do workout, dancing and reading webtoon...

hehe

well that's great. if you got any issue, feel free to share here

yup!! I will write about u in my diary can I??

haha... sure girl!, u r girl,ryt?

yess!

nice to talk with u!! 😇😇I will always remember u, carebear..

anytime, babybear? 😇☺

😄