1 year I meant.

Hey BK, We all make mistttake in finding out a persons true colours. Your parents are being harsh, its ok be patient once you settle even thiis will b forgotten so just take time and talk to them that u need support not there criticiism

Hey! I am glad you expressed how you feel and I can only imagine the mental toll you must be going through. I am sure it must be really difficult. It’s great that you took a stand for yourself and walked out of an abusive marriage. People change and we can never imagine worst about the person we love. It was a mistake and it’s okay. This is so courageous of you to stand up for your right. Your parents must also be shocked with what has happened because the kind of culture we live in. But taunting and making things more difficult for you isn’t a solution. Have you tried talking to them politely that you have been freling alone and you considered this your home and now the feeling is fading away. This is the time of crisis and you need their support. You are looking for a job, due to pandemic the market situation is difficult to land up in a new job. You will get it soon and support your family you don’t have a problem with that. But for now you need comfort and acceptance. Your life is worth. You are one very strong woman. You will carve your own way. Have faith in yourself. You will get out of it.

I talked to them. But they don't understand what I am going through. I don't cry in front of them. Doesn't mean I am happy. I m being pressurized to earn. I don't know how to talk to them. They are behaving like strangers. No body talks to me. I am all cornered. I have 1-2 friends I can talk with. But they are also struggling in some way. So I just listen to them instead of talking about my own crap.

I have no privacy. When I talk over phone with those friends of mine they starts yelling at me. They don't even like when someone talks to me. This was my husband's problem too. He was so controlling. My family is so different, they don't go anywhere, they don't have friends neither they want me to have friends or go out.

My life is sooooo messed up

This is surely very difficult to deal with. But you need to decide for yourself and be determined with your stand. You will get a job in due time and you have a life of your own. You can take your own decisions. Don’t let people bring you down. If your family is not supporting you emotionally you have to be strong and ignore the negativity around you. You will have to put conscious efforts to ignore such taunts. You are incharge of your life and you will get back on track. It’s okay if your family doesnt Socialise you don’t have to be the same everyone needs friends and if you talk to them it’s okay. Just move aways from them when you’re talking to them. Also not just listen at times express also. I am glad you have chosen a platform for yourself to express.