Hey mate, I'm calling you mate because we share a situation, though for my case it's a past situation. Let me tell you something before, no one is going to employ you because you want to overcome some depression, it may hurt a little but it's the bitter truth. How about you look for a job and that you can do it, if you have nothing you can do, then , find some online courses and learn something. It doesn't take long to learn and master something. With that, you can find a job with the payment you really deserve.