damn, thats very sad 🥺, if she still loves you want is she doing about it ?
exentric
it's because of many issues that we can't marry. actually she really want live with me.
mellowporpoise8
how are you dealing with this? right now?
exentric
I cant take this anymore. I'm depressed. her goos memories haunts me.😔😔
exentric
*good
mellowporpoise8
this might not be the best solution but can you like take a trip off from your home, if you stay at one place it would make you more and more prone to sadness, you might just get out and release your insides by connecting with nature
exentric
yesterday I went for ride. but I cant stop crying. she even carried my baby for two months. I'm really really sad.
mellowporpoise8
you have a baby with her 🥺
exentric
yes. she got pregnent. and aborted after 2 months
mellowporpoise8
you should cry as much as you want, don't stop yourself. don't supress any kind of feelings, its okay to feel every emotion as much as you want to.
mellowporpoise8
you should write everything you feel to someone, start writing a diary for a start
exentric
we had a really good bond. I love her so much. what should I do now?
mellowporpoise8
if you love her, will she come back to you?
exentric
I cant take this pain.
exentric
but she got married yesterday.
mellowporpoise8
talk to me, say anything you want
exentric
where are you from?
mellowporpoise8
sometimes you need to let go, marriage is like the last resort, its kind of permenent
