same here.. some times i feel unwanted.. i feel all alone.. i pretend Infront of people that i am happy but i am not.. every single day there's a moment when i am sad and i feel all alone but the little moments i get to be happy with my family i cherish them cause they don't come easy.. i feel like crying some times.. even right now i feel i could cry my eyes out but i tell my self i have to be strong. I am scared this will cost me one day..cause not caring will push me a way from my husband and it will reach a moment I won't care anymore. like is not easy but we have to find a way to live it and appreciate every moment and find a way to balance. i am still trying to find that .. I am hoping one day i will be contented