no one love me my parents always neglect me they love other siblings and are busy with there work they don't have time for me. They forcefully made me go to med school but i wanted to study accounting or business. they don't even let me enjoy just want me to study whole day and everyone at my home is so toxic even if i get sick they don't have time to take me to doctor. i can't sleep at night i don't feel like eating anything i feel so tired, sad and depressed all the time but when i told my sister about this she scolded me alot and said you should care for your family you are being so selfish and it hurts me more now
bearwiththickhead
did you let all that happen to you? or it just happened?
joyfulboa5
why would i let that happen intentionally my family always does this to me so what can i do
bearwiththickhead
you're not doing anything about it?
joyfulboa5
no i don't know what to I'm just thinking to die and crying all day and cutting my self i have no support no one in my friends or family to whom i can tell all this
bearwiththickhead
who's going to fight for your dreams?
joyfulboa5
my sister once took me to the therapist but she is not taking me again because maybe she thinks that it's of no use and I'm overreacting how can i be all good again in just one session
joyfulboa5
no dreams are left anymore I'm just done with life I'm tired there's no hope left
bearwiththickhead
if your dreams are not important, why are you mad on those who crushed them. If your dreams are important, why aren't you fighting for them?
joyfulboa5
it not just about dreams I'm in medschool so i have to do this i can't backout now so there's so point of fighting now. and it's not just about this it's about the love and care which i never got from my family it's about the loneliness that i feel.
joyfulboa5
i can't find happiness in anything i can't control myself i don't what's happening
alertsnipe9
I may help you with your loniness. I can talk to you and you can share to me whatever your feelings are. I also feel loniley alot and I also need someone to be with me, to talk to me. we both are in very similar conditions so we can definitely help eachother. you can contact me on telegram - @bhard432
ardentorange7
listen I can understand your feelings and emotions and what ever situation you are going through right now but please its my request never lose hope one day everything will be okay and good.Please never ever gave up on things always try to be warrior you can go through this situation you are strong and please do things for yourself,live for yourself just stop expecting only expect from yourself and sometimes be flow less let the time do the thing which you cant handle.Trust me not giving up in any situation this decision will never regret you in future.You have a great future ahead and tough situations makes us strong for more better things.All the best wishes ahead.I hope you will calm yourself and be grateful for things you have in life.Start loving those things life will look much beautiful.
