just things not going back to nrml instead of lots of efforts. tried talking about this also bt no gain
can you elaborate
don't know how to where to start. don't want talk alot just wanted to b understood or is it just so much of difficult for people to understand the one's with whom the have spent years together.
I'm just too much of fed up nd tired. after so much of efforts when things r not getting bttr, i don't know what to say or what to do further
what is draining so much energy from you?
Did you send the message?
that one which u told me with voice note?
yes I have sent it today nd I think it somewhat worked
yeah, i feel a bit bttr now
what abt u? r u still stressed?
glad to hear that
thnks for ur support and advice
i don't think so that u r ok🙄
it just feels. also from ur way of talking it feels like u r stressed
may be cauz job stress
don't take stress. i have read all of ur comments yesterday nd it felt like u want to everything which can help anyone bt should also think about urself a bit. u have a kind heart as u want to help everyone in sorrow. give some time to urself too
not yet. what abt u?
I am in a frozen state that I cannot enjoy anything
nd if u want to anything else. try to give time to one thing u really want to do bit by bit while staying at ur current job. i know it's a bit harder bt that's only way u can fulfill ur passion without being in financial crisis. it will take time bt surely u can achieve what u want
do u have dinner?
hey btw I have something to tell u
it's not raining here coz i cried a bit today also I have hurted myself. so can b angry now
running out of energy
tell me what can I do so u don't feel this way
is it too much exhausting?
Maybe this ll change by Friday
why by Friday?
It's a great comfort to me that you are asking about my problems. Thank you
i just read a quote- never think that in darkness u can see nothing as the moon nd stars r seen in darkness only
Saturday & Sunday off days
don't b thankful as it's a duty of a friend to help another friend when in need
ohk so then u will b able to have some rest
ohk now tell me something about which u really wanted to talk or someone to listen
Maybe I can get some relief by listening to other people's problems and giving them a solution
I'm sure that there r alot of people to whom u have provided solutions
btw u haven't teach me anything new?
I feel like listening to you
what do u to listen from me?
If you happily go to sleep today, I'll get some relief
I really liked the lines you wrote yesterday
I'm doing really great as in the day I have sorted many things with my bf nd I'm out with my cousins now that just make me feel great all the tym. so it's been a nice day
so u can surely get a lot rest as that's what all u want
that r just something I was feeling at that moment
How was the festival?
You have a tendency to be happy now and down the next moment try not be like that today
😅yes I also think so that I feel down from very slight issues or from any issues
😊 i know
it's just a bad quality i think so
Having mood swings is not a bad quality
bt it's also stressing a lot nd tiring
I too have this problem let's try to find some way to fix it
yes sure. that will b great if we found any way out from this.
going to have dinner. if u r not tired, can u wait?
Are you bored talking to me today?
I'm getting bored by reading my own replies so I'm asking
no way. i just think that u r feeling down today that's why u don't feel gud
What are you doing?
wrapping up dinner
I am waiting for sleep
is something bothering u?
nothing like that
u tell what's the problem that u r feeling this way
Do you intend to overthink tonight and give more strain to the rain?
I'm not overthinking bt just want to make u feel bttr
idk wht to say
just say everything ur heart out. how u feel what r u thinking or anything u want
I decided to be alone for the rest of my life, I've been alone for a long time but sometimes it bothers me a lot.
i know whether u r alone or with someone, there r times when that situation bothers u so don't b alone try to surrounding urself with whom u feel bttr
do u want me to write some like yesterday?
Although many people love me, I don't feel genuine in their love and in many cases I feel like they are all acting
when I r down its possible that u feel that people love u for their needs only bt time also proves whether they r tru or not so give them time also nd u will get to know there reality
I gave them all my time and I felt that most of the time they only show me love for their own sake, do I really deserve that?
wandering through the night,capturing the scene view of city, it's just peace by sitting alone nd encouraging ur pros.
no, u really don't deserve that bt there r also people who love u without being mean
good lines 🤜
took me alot of tym 😅
No, I have never met anyone who loves me like that
do u understand Hindi well?
I will put it as ma whatsapp status
what abt ur family? didn't they understand u?
I don't know Hindi well
yeah Only from them have I ever known what true love is
I told all these only because you asked. But these are not the issues that concern me
ohk there's a great Hindi song that i mostly used to listen nd it's best lines r like- sometimes wandering in silent mrng, sometimes seeing broken evening, something being awake with wet eyes,sometimes thing about the past, bt there is a moment of hope as I have trust in God, i have never complaint about anything neither cried out to anyone
if ur family is with u in the hard time that's a great thing
these things don't concern u bt u think abt these things most of the tym, ryt?
it's a Hindi Pakistani song
meri zaat zarra e benishan
i ll try
sure. nd r u feeling bttr now?
not feeling better that's y
Now I understand something
no problem, it's not important that u feel gud aftr talking may b it gets bttr on its own or by any other way
Talking to you gave me relief but thinking about going back to work tomorrow disturbs my mind
see, we don't get what we want everytime in lyf so we have to b patience nd have hope as things will get bttr if try nd have patience n hope in everything
also to get something in lyf u have to loose something too
atmosphere there makes me an introvert
anyway leave it. thanks for the care 🤜
try do efforts for the job u really want in free time