just things not going back to nrml instead of lots of efforts. tried talking about this also bt no gain
farshy756
can you elaborate
want2liv
don't know how to where to start. don't want talk alot just wanted to b understood or is it just so much of difficult for people to understand the one's with whom the have spent years together.
want2liv
I'm just too much of fed up nd tired. after so much of efforts when things r not getting bttr, i don't know what to say or what to do further
farshy756
what is draining so much energy from you?
cockylizard3
hey
Abraham
1
hey amreen
want2liv
hey Abraham
Abraham
Did you send the message?
want2liv
that one which u told me with voice note?
Abraham
yeah
want2liv
1
yes I have sent it today nd I think it somewhat worked
Abraham
1
π good
want2liv
1
yeah, i feel a bit bttr now
want2liv
what abt u? r u still stressed?
Abraham
1
glad to hear that
want2liv
1
thnks for ur support and advice
Abraham
1
am okay
Abraham
1
π€
want2liv
i don't think so that u r okπ
want2liv
π€
Abraham
why
want2liv
it just feels. also from ur way of talking it feels like u r stressed
Abraham
may be cauz job stress
Abraham
had dinner?
want2liv
1
don't take stress. i have read all of ur comments yesterday nd it felt like u want to everything which can help anyone bt should also think about urself a bit. u have a kind heart as u want to help everyone in sorrow. give some time to urself too
want2liv
1
not yet. what abt u?
Abraham
1
I am in a frozen state that I cannot enjoy anything
want2liv
1
nd if u want to anything else. try to give time to one thing u really want to do bit by bit while staying at ur current job. i know it's a bit harder bt that's only way u can fulfill ur passion without being in financial crisis. it will take time bt surely u can achieve what u want
want2liv
do u have dinner?
want2liv
1
hey btw I have something to tell u
Abraham
i had
Abraham
yeah temme
want2liv
1
it's not raining here coz i cried a bit today also I have hurted myself. so can b angry now
Abraham
running out of energy
want2liv
1
tell me what can I do so u don't feel this way
want2liv
1
is it too much exhausting?
Abraham
Maybe this ll change by Friday
Abraham
yeah
want2liv
why by Friday?
Abraham
It's a great comfort to me that you are asking about my problems. Thank you
want2liv
1
i just read a quote- never think that in darkness u can see nothing as the moon nd stars r seen in darkness only
Abraham
Saturday & Sunday off days
want2liv
don't b thankful as it's a duty of a friend to help another friend when in need
want2liv
ohk so then u will b able to have some rest
Abraham
yeah
want2liv
ohk now tell me something about which u really wanted to talk or someone to listen
Abraham
1
Maybe I can get some relief by listening to other people's problems and giving them a solution
want2liv
I'm sure that there r alot of people to whom u have provided solutions
want2liv
btw u haven't teach me anything new?
Abraham
I feel like listening to you
want2liv
what do u to listen from me?
Abraham
anything
Abraham
If you happily go to sleep today, I'll get some relief
Abraham
1
I really liked the lines you wrote yesterday
want2liv
1
I'm doing really great as in the day I have sorted many things with my bf nd I'm out with my cousins now that just make me feel great all the tym. so it's been a nice day
want2liv
1
so u can surely get a lot rest as that's what all u want
want2liv
1
that r just something I was feeling at that moment
Abraham
1
πππ
Abraham
How was the festival?
want2liv
1
gud π
Abraham
1
You have a tendency to be happy now and down the next moment try not be like that today
want2liv
1
π yes I also think so that I feel down from very slight issues or from any issues
Abraham
1
π i know
want2liv
it's just a bad quality i think so
Abraham
Having mood swings is not a bad quality
want2liv
1
bt it's also stressing a lot nd tiring
Abraham
I too have this problem let's try to find some way to fix it
want2liv
1
yes sure. that will b great if we found any way out from this.
want2liv
1
going to have dinner. if u r not tired, can u wait?
Abraham
sure π€
want2liv
I'm back
Abraham
Im here
want2liv
π
Abraham
Are you bored talking to me today?
Abraham
I'm getting bored by reading my own replies so I'm asking
want2liv
1
no way. i just think that u r feeling down today that's why u don't feel gud
Abraham
What are you doing?
want2liv
wrapping up dinner
want2liv
nd u?
Abraham
I am waiting for sleep
want2liv
is something bothering u?
Abraham
nothing like that
want2liv
then?
Abraham
then
want2liv
1
u tell what's the problem that u r feeling this way
Abraham
Do you intend to overthink tonight and give more strain to the rain?
want2liv
I'm not overthinking bt just want to make u feel bttr
Abraham
1
ππ
Abraham
idk wht to say
want2liv
just say everything ur heart out. how u feel what r u thinking or anything u want
Abraham
I decided to be alone for the rest of my life, I've been alone for a long time but sometimes it bothers me a lot.
want2liv
1
i know whether u r alone or with someone, there r times when that situation bothers u so don't b alone try to surrounding urself with whom u feel bttr
want2liv
1
do u want me to write some like yesterday?
Abraham
Although many people love me, I don't feel genuine in their love and in many cases I feel like they are all acting
Abraham
yeah please
want2liv
1
when I r down its possible that u feel that people love u for their needs only bt time also proves whether they r tru or not so give them time also nd u will get to know there reality
Abraham
1
I gave them all my time and I felt that most of the time they only show me love for their own sake, do I really deserve that?
want2liv
1
wandering through the night,capturing the scene view of city, it's just peace by sitting alone nd encouraging ur pros.
want2liv
no, u really don't deserve that bt there r also people who love u without being mean
Abraham
good lines π€
want2liv
1
took me alot of tym π
Abraham
1
No, I have never met anyone who loves me like that
want2liv
do u understand Hindi well?
Abraham
I will put it as ma whatsapp status
want2liv
1
what abt ur family? didn't they understand u?
Abraham
1
I don't know Hindi well
Abraham
1
yeah Only from them have I ever known what true love is
Abraham
1
I told all these only because you asked. But these are not the issues that concern me
want2liv
1
ohk there's a great Hindi song that i mostly used to listen nd it's best lines r like- sometimes wandering in silent mrng, sometimes seeing broken evening, something being awake with wet eyes,sometimes thing about the past, bt there is a moment of hope as I have trust in God, i have never complaint about anything neither cried out to anyone
want2liv
1
if ur family is with u in the hard time that's a great thing
want2liv
1
these things don't concern u bt u think abt these things most of the tym, ryt?
Abraham
1
may be
Abraham
song name
want2liv
1
it's a Hindi Pakistani song
want2liv
1
meri zaat zarra e benishan
Abraham
i ll try
want2liv
1
sure. nd r u feeling bttr now?
Abraham
sorry π
want2liv
abt what?
Abraham
not feeling better that's y
Abraham
Now I understand something
want2liv
no problem, it's not important that u feel gud aftr talking may b it gets bttr on its own or by any other way
want2liv
what?
Abraham
1
Talking to you gave me relief but thinking about going back to work tomorrow disturbs my mind
want2liv
1
see, we don't get what we want everytime in lyf so we have to b patience nd have hope as things will get bttr if try nd have patience n hope in everything
want2liv
1
also to get something in lyf u have to loose something too
Abraham
atmosphere there makes me an introvert
Abraham
1
anyway leave it. thanks for the care π€
want2liv
try do efforts for the job u really want in free time