woah i just realized I don't have anybody to talk to..literally. How did I end up like this. I used to have one best friend whom I could call anytime but idk what happened, it's not the same anymore. Rest of all the people in my life jst call when they need something. I'm suffocating , it feels like I'm going to explode but nobody could tell that when they meet me cuz I'm masking my emotions.