hey bro calm down ..it's ok .study is just a part of life ..not life

Think again. I'll speak logically. What is the guarantee that you'll be in a better position if you end your life?

See studying is just a part of your life.. I understand that it might be difficult sometimes but for that reason trying to end your life is not correct. If you want to have a good life ahead you study now isn't it? And listen you study when you are interested okay? Everyone has their own capabilities and capacities and just because some girl studied 9hrs a day you needn't force yourself to do that. You study at your own pace. If you get pressured from your parents or peers than give them a clarity that everyone is different and you study at your own pace and at your interest. There's no need to panic ok. It does hurt sometimes and it's ok to feel hurt cause we are not stones. After we all are human right? Don't let stress get into your head and don't get depressed. If you overthink and overlook the situations you would feel depressed suicidal which is why don't. Killing yourself won't be any good to you neither for your parents nor your surrounding people. You never know what future holds for you after all. Who knows it might so much better than now right ? So just go with the flow of your life. Whatever is meant to happen will always happen. Trust me and you need to live and you can get pass through it.