When things gose not as she wanted she start to breath heavly as a sighn of warning and its awful as if I am not allowed to be myself anymore even with her. I dont feel safe when she does this. As if I continue my speach I will be dead anytime soon. And if I dont answer it will come again and hunt me. I wanna run away from her. But I am an adult. But I want to drop out. Its not for me. I am just
doing that becuase of them but I dont
feel safe there even.
