I feel so shit. I don't know why. Maybe I do know but I can't process it. My emotions are a roller coaster. One day I convince myself somehow that I'm strong and I'm better without anyone and I should work on myself but the next day I start thinking of what I did wrong in my relationship. He probably lost interest in me (nothing toxic. we were on good terms and suddenly the whole vibe was off and he has to leave for college next month and said he'll not be able to give me attention and broke up and now we're just friends...) This will be my drop year and I have really good friends but most of the time I just feel alone. I don't even know what should I do at this point. Or maybe it's just a fomo that everyone will leave next month and I'll be alone. I'm scared of change idk