Hey.. I think I'm having chronic depression... There's no specific reason.. Bt there's too much of sadness, ego, hatred, fear of talking to friends, belittling of myself, arrogance, and so on.. In general.. Complete negativity.. Bt i have many dreams and i wanted to reach there.. But these things are taking me back...like..I'm not able to do anything... And i try to find peace of mind in other negative things.. But after that depression just gets intensified with guilt... I say its chronic beacuse... Whole my life was like this.. There was no super tragic event or something.. Bt this condition didn't have any specific cause.. Maybe... Or. Maybe i don't remember it. But one thing for sure.. I'm not able to completely get out from this.