My bestfriend left the institute today. It was his sudden decision which shocked me. Now I don't know what he feels about me as a friend. I really felt close to him. Also while leaving he couldn't take all his stuffs so left some of them to take later. He denied to give his badminton to me and instead gave it to someone else. That actually shocked me today. I was shocked. He doesn't even believe me? Also I am missing him strongly. Is it wrong to feel so much when both of you are males? Or such feelings happen only with boy-girl relationship. I really felt close to him. I am feeling very bad rn. what should I do? can I know what he thinks about us?