I have made a stupid mistake with cheating on my boyfriend, with my ex. But my ex had been threatning me that if i dont sleep with him he would tell my family about him and stuff. But my boyfriend he is a cheater too and we have a complicated relationship. I have frogiven him for cheating on me, but now he won't forgive me. He has made me feel so lame for doing that and told me that he had enough girls and now is disgusted from me. He has lowered my self esteem.