i met a boy on social media n we are really close friends like we share everything , somehow he has fallen for me n i also have some feelings but not love. i like to spend time with him n dont want to loose him , he's big part of my life n he wants me madly but due to our family differences and background i dont think it could work, he also know and agrees to it. it seems impossible for him to see me married to someone else.what should i do?