1.Most of my friend after certain time of friendship got disattaced and some even stop talking to me and my roommate even block me idk why i analysis every movement with her, i even try to ask her did i did something wrong.
2.Most of time when i put my opinion front person (friends and family) they ignoran it than they come around and say your were saying something or why dont you tell me before ...
3. Seriouly feel like people dont want me around.
4. when i talk to any guy i feel like plz dont fall in love and i try that he will not, but seriouly till date i think i ruin 4 boys past... i say directly on there face i am not in love but they still stock me and i block them from every where.
5. but the guys i like i never ever reach there friends level. i feel like they may be dont want me around them
6. i want to do something in life which give me finacal independence but still i always day dream about myself in place where there is violence, i see some guy is bitting me for no resonse and i am screaming "please no"
7. i always feel scared how people are taking me