hey everyone I'm new in here.. i have a lot of stuff to do but I'm not able to focus on anything..I'm not feeling good or happy with anything..be it movies or food..i have no friends to talk with..my parents always make me feel like a loser..and difficult to handle..i thought maybe I need to leave my house but that didn't work too.. I'm not given that much freedom.. i feel really alone and I really wanna end my life..I just feel like a loser..i have no idea what should I do.. nobody loves me or tries to understand me..i also feel bad about my body suddenly..i accepted it previously the way it is..but now everything is so imperfect..and I can't have counselling coz I'm unemployed nd don't have any money to talk to a professional..