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I'm not sure, but any one wanna chat?

nauseatedperson · Answer

hey how are you today

enragedsmelt7 · Answer

yes. how r u doing

fellowunnamed0 · Answer

good I guess....how are you?

nauseatedperson · Answer

I am fine as well. So anything you want to talk about?

fellowunnamed0 · Answer

yeah....I'm not sure what to do  with my life now, seems like everything I try to do just doesn't work out anymore.

nauseatedperson · Answer

I understand. it happens sometimes. but you are trying and that's a good thing right?

fellowunnamed0 · Answer

I just need a break for once....just a damn break!

nauseatedperson · Answer

yeah. ik it is hard for you rn but once it's over then you can relax. assuming this thing can get over in a certain amount of time

fellowunnamed0 · Answer

maybe, thanks tho....so you also here for the same reasons as I or....

nauseatedperson · Answer

I have anxiety so that's what I am here for

fellowunnamed0 · Answer

may I ask what for?

nauseatedperson · Answer

I get anxious when I am around people or in a very stressful situation and it's kinda controlling my life

fellowunnamed0 · Answer

sorry bruh honestly! I think I like that but after I read a book called 'a subtle way of not giving a  f#ck' by mark Mason, it kinda helped for me

nauseatedperson · Answer

yeah I have read it. didn't really do too much for me. This has been with me like forever so it just happens automatically now

fellowunnamed0 · Answer

what about friends....there's no way you've lived most of your life without them.

Simplydepressed · Answer

I don't have friends and I know like.....how to survive without em'

nauseatedperson · Answer

my school friends were toxic some were good but we don't talk now. I have just 1 friend I talk to everyday but in total for maybe an hour

nauseatedperson · Answer

yeah @simplydepressed it's one thing that I am proud of rn

fellowunnamed0 · Answer

could you guys tell me how you do it....

nauseatedperson · Answer

it's a thing I don't want people to understand. but if you really want it then I can say that after sometime you just stop expecting messages or replies. You stay there long enough and you just learn it. But please don't stay there. reach out as much as you can. because now when people come to me I cannot maintain relationships they say you are too independent or stuff.

fellowunnamed0 · Answer

bruh! but you you don't want to be independent all your life, I mean no man is an island....I do get the ghosting part it is very discouraging for real.

nauseatedperson · Answer

yeah I have thought about it a lot. But it's like I am just not interested anymore. Only my therapist can understand me and that too is an assumption. So... I don't think humanity is for me anymore

fellowunnamed0 · Answer

you know what....I get you, but don't give up on us just yet, we are a crapy species but there are those moments where they make you think differently.

nauseatedperson · Answer

hmm yes there are. it's happening less and less now. and thanks for your efforts but I don't think I can be changed now...

fellowunnamed0 · Answer

maybe but your right...you know I've been suicidal like twice now.

nauseatedperson · Answer

i am so sorry... I have almost done it too.. so I can relate a bit. Are you still suicidal?

fellowunnamed0 · Answer

thanks mam honestly,  currently I'm not anymore,  I think coz I started focusing on little things people take for granted...like my health. and also I used to take long walks alone and tend to talk to my self alot (sounds crazy to some people) but turns out its actually good for the mind, and that led me to think about my thoughts like why do I think the way I think...things like that.

nauseatedperson · Answer

ohh nah it's not crazy. I am doing it rn. it has helped me sometimes but sometimes I just feel like in a trance of self hate and all. see? I am a negative guy lol

fellowunnamed0 · Answer

well, you don't sound all that negative to me buddy....I guess we are both a reflection of what this world is all around I guess.

nauseatedperson · Answer

yeah you can say that but I don't want to hate other people of the world by blaming it on them. I take it on myself. I put the blame on me.. idk helps me grow.

fellowunnamed0 · Answer

if you were asked to change things about you....what would you say?

nauseatedperson · Answer

idk how to change. how to even start. I would say ,to your question, that I would like change my problems to a normal person. worrying about job, about Netflix subscriptions, getting a gf ( I find it cringe rn), how to better myself more.

fellowunnamed0 · Answer

right, I take it that you are comfortable the way you are...

nauseatedperson · Answer

hmm comfortable is a strong word😂

fellowunnamed0 · Answer

😄, you know I like listening to lofi while I'm high....and at that moment I usually feel like I don't care about anything anymore, and at that time I'm comfortable with myself no matter how f#ck up I might seem.

nauseatedperson · Answer

ohhh I actually don't do drugs nd stuff but yeah I listen to lo fi while reading books nd manga. that relaxes me for a while

fellowunnamed0 · Answer

you like anime?

nauseatedperson · Answer

yupp

fellowunnamed0 · Answer

I'm just starting to like it now.

nauseatedperson · Answer

ohh. what have you seen till now?

fellowunnamed0 · Answer

Arcane, attack on titan,one punch man...love death and robots.

nauseatedperson · Answer

ohhh I havent seen arcane and love death and robots but other two are mind blowing right?. watch the big 3 too. one piece bleach and Naruto. they are amazing

fellowunnamed0 · Answer

yup they are...and I highly recommend love death and robots. I don't think you'd be disappointed....imma try watching those ones too.

nauseatedperson · Answer

sure

fellowunnamed0 · Answer

alright.

Frustrating

help me please

how do I change for the better?

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