I am fine as well. So anything you want to talk about?
yeah....I'm not sure what to do with my life now, seems like everything I try to do just doesn't work out anymore.
I understand. it happens sometimes. but you are trying and that's a good thing right?
I just need a break for once....just a damn break!
yeah. ik it is hard for you rn but once it's over then you can relax. assuming this thing can get over in a certain amount of time
maybe, thanks tho....so you also here for the same reasons as I or....
I have anxiety so that's what I am here for
may I ask what for?
I get anxious when I am around people or in a very stressful situation and it's kinda controlling my life
sorry bruh honestly! I think I like that but after I read a book called 'a subtle way of not giving a f#ck' by mark Mason, it kinda helped for me
yeah I have read it. didn't really do too much for me. This has been with me like forever so it just happens automatically now
what about friends....there's no way you've lived most of your life without them.
I don't have friends and I know like.....how to survive without em'
my school friends were toxic some were good but we don't talk now. I have just 1 friend I talk to everyday but in total for maybe an hour
yeah @simplydepressed it's one thing that I am proud of rn
could you guys tell me how you do it....
it's a thing I don't want people to understand. but if you really want it then I can say that after sometime you just stop expecting messages or replies. You stay there long enough and you just learn it. But please don't stay there. reach out as much as you can. because now when people come to me I cannot maintain relationships they say you are too independent or stuff.
bruh! but you you don't want to be independent all your life, I mean no man is an island....I do get the ghosting part it is very discouraging for real.
yeah I have thought about it a lot. But it's like I am just not interested anymore. Only my therapist can understand me and that too is an assumption. So... I don't think humanity is for me anymore
you know what....I get you, but don't give up on us just yet, we are a crapy species but there are those moments where they make you think differently.
hmm yes there are. it's happening less and less now. and thanks for your efforts but I don't think I can be changed now...
maybe but your right...you know I've been suicidal like twice now.
i am so sorry... I have almost done it too.. so I can relate a bit. Are you still suicidal?
thanks mam honestly, currently I'm not anymore, I think coz I started focusing on little things people take for granted...like my health. and also I used to take long walks alone and tend to talk to my self alot (sounds crazy to some people) but turns out its actually good for the mind, and that led me to think about my thoughts like why do I think the way I think...things like that.
ohh nah it's not crazy. I am doing it rn. it has helped me sometimes but sometimes I just feel like in a trance of self hate and all. see? I am a negative guy lol
well, you don't sound all that negative to me buddy....I guess we are both a reflection of what this world is all around I guess.
yeah you can say that but I don't want to hate other people of the world by blaming it on them. I take it on myself. I put the blame on me.. idk helps me grow.
if you were asked to change things about you....what would you say?
idk how to change. how to even start. I would say ,to your question, that I would like change my problems to a normal person. worrying about job, about Netflix subscriptions, getting a gf ( I find it cringe rn), how to better myself more.
right, I take it that you are comfortable the way you are...
hmm comfortable is a strong word😂
😄, you know I like listening to lofi while I'm high....and at that moment I usually feel like I don't care about anything anymore, and at that time I'm comfortable with myself no matter how f#ck up I might seem.
ohhh I actually don't do drugs nd stuff but yeah I listen to lo fi while reading books nd manga. that relaxes me for a while
you like anime?
I'm just starting to like it now.
ohh. what have you seen till now?
Arcane, attack on titan,one punch man...love death and robots.
ohhh I havent seen arcane and love death and robots but other two are mind blowing right?. watch the big 3 too. one piece bleach and Naruto. they are amazing
yup they are...and I highly recommend love death and robots. I don't think you'd be disappointed....imma try watching those ones too.