hii, i know i am slowly accepting that you are not there for me. someone else is more important in your life now. i got a hint many months back but i was in dilemma so i tried to save everything. You hates me now and that's a truth. i don't know why i still miss you. my imagination is full of your memories. i have a bit accepted or i can say a bit not accepted also. i don't know why in middle of nights i still thinks of yours but you don't care at all. i just want to be normal as i was before that happened. i don't know when i will be like that or may never be able to be like that. But somewhere deep in my heart i know i love you. i accepted all my mistake but you blamed everything on me.i don't know why i am writing this. i used to write my feelings on pages and send you. because u feel paper has more emotions than text but you didn't care at all. i just want to say i still miss you. it's not like that i am not getting a girl , but i don't feel anything for anyone.