once a failure always gonna be a failure. it's not like I will pass right (exam) even though how much well prepared I might be my mind will never be satisfied about it and has to fucked it up . I swear I just want to pass even though I know very well I will hate it because post results gharpe gali hi khana h as gharwale kabhi bhi satisfied nhi hote marks ko lekar . why am I a loser , failure, burden to them ??why ??