i listen to music....it helps but not for long I'll say
may i ask what type of music do you listen to?
it's not particular....i listen to songs that i like...that make me feel good.....but 8n genral i listen to pop, EDM
hate to say but these tasty genre lifts up the mood but not help in the concentration..what do you study actually?
i am currently in class 12th....and i don't listen to music while i am studying....cuz that makes me distracted 😅
ah..that’s interesting and i get the point of not listening to the music while studying..I’m not gonna lecture you about the body postures one should make while studying but I’ve personally experienced that there are types of music that can really help in concentrating while you work but one has to curate the playlist like I’ve when I’m working over the chapters
do u mind sharing the playlist?
i don’t think it’ll work for you unless you’re writing a book or something
but i can help you creating one😌
btw if u don't mind me asking...what are u studying rn?
I’m in the final stages of finishing the manuscript of the novel I’ve been working over.
talking about creating a playlist for ya how’s your mental health?
oh so u r writer... nice
tbh my mental health isn't that good....this week was good at the starting but got tough at the end....i was feeling really anxious for past few days....i don't know but i had this weird feeling in my chest whenever i had anxiety....like something's empty in there....and i also tired and sleep....idk what to do really.
i am also feeling tired nd sleepy for past few days *
an author to be specific i was a writer years ago..see that’s the thing that’s dragging you down the root cause of why can’t you focus or concentrate..talking About the empty space I don’t know what has caused that a person or a thing maybe but you’ll need to improve your sleep patterns and the tiredness is the byproduct of your anxieties but why are you anxious is it the exams or what?
I don't know why I am feeling a empty space in my chest.....i don't think it's because of a person as i really didn't lose someone..... and you asked my why i am feeling anxious... tbh i myself don't why.....i was well few years back....i had this feeling from August or September of last year and then there no stopping this....i started getting this anxiety often..... and I'll say exam and career tension are part of this
sometime i feel so confused....i really can't think of what should I do....i feel like my life's a mess
lucky you haven’t..don’t think your life’s a mess you look pretty normal to me and yes the future,career i get..you know i read somewhere that anxieties develops from overthinking too..have you recognised your trigger points yet I mean the points which triggers your anxieties ?
i do overthink... and i think it maybe the reason..... but there are other reason to like career tension...ig it's one of the main reason of my anxiety.... and sometimes i feel anxious out of no reason.... like i wake up in the morning and i don't feel that good.... and eventually that bad mood intensify my anxiety
like few days back....i was really feeling anxious out no reason like really no reason....and then i felt really good like my mood cheered up for some moments and then again i was feeling anxious
and you overthink about career future maybe entrance exams and colleges too and feels alone or lonely maybe yep i get it..you overthink about them right ?
yes i do.... oftentimes I'll say
Don’t worry you’ll be fine 😌
you’ve got friends?
i don't know if I'll be fine or not again.... and l do have friends but i have only handful of them...
there's one friend with whom I share my problems.... but not all my problems.... sometimes i don't feel to open up
i understand..are you preparing for any entrance exam?
yess..... my boards are starting from 7th May.... and i am preparing for two entrance exams
all truths are not to be told and it’s absolutely okay if you don’t feel like opening up but if you want to and you don’t trust anybody then you need new friends or at least someone who will not judge you
boards and not one but two entrance exams man now I’m having anxieties 😂
i have a friend who doesn't judge me...but still sometimes i feel of not sharing it
actually at first i was preparing for boards and one entrance....but then it was announced that there will a common University entrance test for admission in central university....
pcb pcm or commerce?
i have pcmb
sometimes i really feel lost
you know when i was studying in 11th the people who was from pcmb sides were believed to have a brain which is divided into 4 hemispheres 😅
and sometimes feeling lost is okay 😊 it’s a part of life
do u ever felt lost and unmotivated?
not a night goes by catching myself looking at the walls isolated in a room working over a dream no one cares about i feel lost too but that’s alright 😌 you’ve got this
what do u do when u feel lost?
I’ve been detached from the reality from a very long time..there’s a reason I don’t like talking about myself anymore
is your mental health good now?
idk to be honest all i care about it submitting the manuscript as soon as possible because I’m tired as shit
oh i hope u finish it soon :)
btw what's the topic of ur manuscript?
the title goes by Eł kønduktör-the conductor (genre—supernatural psychological drama thriller with sub genre-substance abuse,violence and strong language
wow....sounds interesting :D
how much work is left?
it’s currently in it’s pyramid or polishing mode,this work Is usually done by the publishers and they editing team but I don’t trust anyone with my work so I’m doing all the effort from designing cover to editing reframing remodeling and pyramiding it to the finest level before it hits the market.
wow that's lot of work.... hoe u finish it ASAP :)
btw is this your first book?
yes this is the first volume of the novel and the first book too
wow.... really happy for you....hope everyone loves ur book :)
btw uk that i also had a idea for a book.... actually i had the main idea about the story is about....but i can't decide what to put inside the story like the characters and all...i have how the story will start....and but can't what to say inside it.....😅
and to me....the idea is really interesting....if get the whole idea I'll surely write it down
writing the first line Is always difficult,i was having similar issues like that of yours around two or two and a half years back but as the stan lee says if you really believe in an idea you must do it..if it’s not a love story cuz I’m pretty bad at them i may help you with writing your first draft if the conversation goes that far.
writing a book is really an interesting journey but sometimes one has to loose his/her everything during one don’t know about everyone but if you’re obsessed like shit than you’ll feel it talking about my book I brainstormed the story in early 2015 and after four or five years decided to pen it down
actually it's kinda alive story and kinda not....u know i just have a foggy idea
wow really impressive....if u don't me asking what's ur age?
also if you wonder what it’s in it for me like helping you with the first draft the answer is nothing but when you see someone sharing the same spark as of yours feels good i might be not the guy who I’ll scream arohi.arohi.arohi but as I’m too introverted too but I don’t know what will i do so( ;)
I’ll turn 24 this year
so kind of u :)
oh nice u r like didi/bhaiya for me...lol
yes ma’am 😂
if u don't mind me asking are u make or female.....just want to know who i am talking to
and btw which book is ur favourite....and fav author??
my name is vikram and I don’t particularly have a favourite author or a book as I’m not much of a reader though i love sylvia plath’s poetries.
oh nice nice.....i am currently reading Harry Potter.....the fifth part
i don’t like harry potter because it reminds me of someone what’s your name btw?
my name is Jyotirmoy
i have like 10+books in my Amazon cart fiction and non-fiction both....but can't read them because I exams are the corner 😂.....and many book are costly like 400-500+
ahh..you’re a reader eh?
well yeah....i like reading books.... earlier i used take books from my library...i read have read many books from the....and now i am currently reading Harry Potter....
interested in knowing the prologue of the story I’m working over ?
yah yah.... ofcourse
A high school autistic boy tyrannised,oppressed,
unconsidered and crushed by the population is wakened and sold by the presence of some surreal tongues biting his eyes to pry it close as if something is concentrating to be recognised And it’s dilemma becoming maddening.It seems there’s something beyond his control that drew him to the kernels which echoed its adoption louder and louder.one day he couldn’t bear it no longer.
He accepted it he’d accept it once.Then be able to rid his poverty of it forever but as a consequence of that forsooth focus someone isn’t autistic anymore.
wow nice....will be looking forward to it 👍
will it be available in Amazon or Flipkart?
it’ll be available on Amazon
as soon as it gets in it’s pre order phase
I'll look forward to it
will it be releasing this year?
yep within two or three months if everything goes according to the plan
it was good talking to u today :)
how’s your anxieties now?
it's good... atleast for now....let's see what happens later
Do consider reducing the coffe or tea consumption which might help in anxieties
i don't drink coffee or tea
no i don't....i have drank few times... basically coffee...but i don't drink on daily basis
i drank my last cup of coffee in November ig
ah.you know the funny part i woke up just 15 or 16 minutes before panicking and sweating due to flashbacks and when i see this positive motivating version of me someone chokes on his own saliva hearing those like oh come on fake😂
wow that's some weird dreams 😂
I haven’t told you about the real one’s 😂 they’re horrific yet I’ve managed to make the description humour idk why
I generally have two types of dream one from the past and one related to the story second one is fun first one I can’t even talk about
tbh I don't get dreams that often..... but wherever i do it's a really weird dream.
I’ve a problem with the memory i can remember my dreams with as minute details as i can,well to dream to dream has been the business of my life right some of them are like woah is this even real some of them are like meh what do you want from me?
i haven't got a dream for last few months
no that can’t be possible?
it is....lol....what i remember i didn't had any dreams recently..... or i had i had forgotten about it
disney wants to know you location
disney:idk how to react to it girl you like mickey mouse?😂
if ua asked this question when i was 10 then it would be yes.....but now it's no....😂😂
now i 23 I still don’t like him no worries can feel your innocence..