I'm glad that I could talk and receive opinions from strangers on this app. It makes me feel at ease now. So, as I was saying earlier I feel depressed and I attempted suicide because I got tired of crying and crying every day for 4 years now. Because I got bullied and backstabbed by my so called friends. They resented me for dating our rich guy classmate. And it hurt me a lot because I feel betrayed. I thought they were my friends and they are real ones. But before that thing happened. The Guy that I was dating had a crush on my friend and on me but it turns out that this friend of mine has a boyfriend at that time so he didn't pursued her and he pursued me instead because I was available. I was hesitant of his feelings at first so it took him months of a lot of effort making me feel loved and special before I said yes. And then when we were together already this friend of mine. and her other friends bullied and backstabbed me. That hurt me for 4 years now.