I was tired from studying the whole day. I found it hard to get some sleep. Decided to watch a movie on Amazon prime. saw a really disturbing movie. It had everything I was not allowed to watch.since I am 18+ I did. I'm shook to the core. It really had some gruesome scenes depicting real issues and thinking that something like that happens in the society... I don't know what to feel. I wanted to vent about it to somebody. can't talk to parents. and nobody else is available since its night here.