nothing is going the right way.. my life feels so purposeless.. i have literally no one to tell what it feels like... what i am going through... a relationship just for name of him trying.... a toxic ex who doesn't want me togo abroad because he still have feelings for me...i just feel so unworthy and unloved... why the hell is my life so. i cried a lot today just a lot... dk what to do.... can't find any way