I feel like I am the most fakest and not real person out there... it's only because I don't really remember the kind of person I used to be , I don't even remember my real smile or maybe what I used to like aboutor me in general? it's weird isn't it that I can't truly figure out if there's anything real in me ... I just pretend to be someone whom I don't want to be or maybe the person which people want me to be . I am so used to lying about things that sometimes I get shocked about the things which comes from my mouth .... am I truly a con artist ?