I've been feeling very down and sad lately. Since last week, There's no motivation, no postive feeling, and no shit about even a bit activeness in any activity i do. Getting annoyed and frustrated, grumpy and stressed has become an often thing now and when somebody asks out of anger or concern, I've no answer to that. Uh, in short I'm so done and I don't find or see no way out of it. Sucks so bad. No, i haven't been able to sleep properly either. Sleeping issues, body weakness, dizzy feeling and demotivated days.

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farshy756 · Answer

since when you have been experiencing this?

rkivesee · Answer

Two weeks or so.

farshy756 · Answer

has something happened?

rkivesee · Answer

Nothing in specific. Stress about studies and family issues mainly i guess.

farshy756 · Answer

is this what making you sad?

rkivesee · Answer

Not really, I'm just hopeless. i don't really understand what's wrong with me. Things are piling up on me and i can't quite figure out what's the reason exactly why I'm feeling this way.

farshy756 · Answer

tell me your average day routine roughly.

rkivesee · Answer

Waking up around 4, school, tuition, home, spending around an hour on either procrastinating, overthinking or lazing because of restlessness and sleep. That's how the cycle goes and repeats.

farshy756 · Answer

what changes you want in it?

rkivesee · Answer

I spend two hours on bus travelling from my home to school, and i do nothing there too, just sit and stare/watch outside. And when I'm skipping tuition, it's the same in the afternoon hours too. Wasting like 4-5 hours in this and it irks me very much.

rkivesee · Answer

i don't want the cycle to repeat monotonously over and over. it's boring and making me feel like a robotic shit. and I'm tired of it. i don't know what change i want even if i want it, i can't make it because of tight schedule thing.

rkivesee · Answer

i took a leave from school today just to relax and calm my mind for upcoming days as i haven't been able to focus in my classes either. What's even the fun or use of attending school when you're doing nothing but wasting your time and draining your body out. i don't understand nothing what teacher says in class. goes over my head, my body's present in class but my mind's somewhere else. Sometimes thinking nothing but emptyly just staring.

farshy756 · Answer

what do you overthink about?

rkivesee · Answer

many things, not a single.

farshy756 · Answer

what is your age?

rkivesee · Answer

I'm 17.

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