I'm a 16 year old. I lost my dad during the covid 19 delta wave in 2021. after that, I haven't been able to come back to normal life. it has messed me up internally and I find it impossible to concentrate on things. my grades have been falling and all entrance exams are near. I'm in 12th grade, so I have boards too. the only person keeping me sane is my mom but she has been falling sick lately. it worries me out of my mind. plus I recently started having feelings for someone and I confessed them to him. his reaction was good, but we haven't been talking since. I don't know how to talk to him. I really want to, because after a good 2 years, talking to him gave me a glimpse of life before covid. I would really appreciate any kind of help, really!