I lost my husband to Covid a month ago. he was my childhood friend and we have two kids- 2 years old twins. i am clueless as to...what now? how will i survive without him? i was totally dependent on my husband-mentally, emotionally and financially. i trusted only him and now he is gone. whom do i trust now, i dont know. i feel scared and uncertain of my kids and my own future. i am feeling anxious, sad, angry, hopeless and disbelief all the time. i feel i am failing as a mother too. i am 33 yrs old homemaker. my dear husband was a healthy happy 34 yrs old banker.