no matter what happens you shouldn't harm yourself. what did your body do for all things you have faced. don't blame it on your body. what really happened?

hey try to move on

I am really sorry for what you are going through. I have being in a similar situation. I left my marriage after 10 years of abuse and mental harassment so I understand where you are coming from. I agree it can be very disappointing and hurting when your own family does not understand what you are going through. I can completely relate to it. However whatever happens please do not hurt urself. Please take professional help here in the application. Share your problems and sure you will feel much better. If u need more strength I will be here.

Defeated, please tell me how to stand up to mental abuse from not one but two families. Is it absolutely wrong to expect atleast one person to understand you?

do you have any friends or people that you know would support you but you've never talked to them much before