Hello, I have an exam in week and Iam unable to study, feeling very demotivated and thinking that it's too late now to study. I know I am not giving my best but I also know my depression gets the best of me and anxiety too and I end up wasting time and wasting life. my schoolmates have graduated and here I am, in first year of college, failed, in a home with no money, no food and now no money to even afford the internet or fees or rent. I don't see any light. It's eternal darkness. Everything seems to get even worse.