depressed. i was hired to be my grandmas caregiver and she has started treating me like a slave and constantly yells and bitches and complains. im doing g everything right and it never seems to be enough. i have so much on my shoulders. i have my job and my pending divorce and taking care of my disabled mom. i feel like i wanna start drinking again. i have not touched alcohol since january 1, 2013. its a trigger for me to run to when i feel like the world is caving in on me