Hi... I am in a very confused and low state now as I am loving with my in laws from past year and my husband became more ignorant. I am married for 7 years and have 2 kids. I was a career oriented person, but after I got married I put a coma to career but it became a full stop now with 2 kids and responsibilities. I am born and brought up in an urban area. I am not much fond of farm animals or pets. I like ti live peacefully. But my in laws are farmers they have cattle at home and pets too. My life style is completely opposite of theirs. Till now I was living in city with my husband, that never became a problem, but due to pandemic we came here and I am not able to adjust, but trying my best to adjust. All I want is little support from my partner but all got was ignorance. I am not a model like woman. I have a lot of flaws and I became fat after kids as I stopped taking care of myself. I actually stopped thinking about myself. This is bothering me. But I feel like I have no choice. Sometimes I feel like my husband is cheating on me and sometimes I feel like takingy life, but kids come to sight and stops everything. I don't want to live like a servant or nanny. But they are thinking I am having a very good life as I don't need to go to work, don't need to earn.