I feel like I m lost.. My own family hurts me.. They don't try to understand that I m broke.. It's not that I didn't tried .. I tried but they can't.. I lost touch with all my friends .. I don't wake up Every morning with Dissapoinments.. I feel sad irritated... Things r not going well.. I always think that things will get better but they get even worse.. I love to be alone in a dark room.. I don't want to socialize.. I don't have anyone with whom I can tell that nothing is all ryt.. When I go outside I see so many girls of my age.. Wearing branded clothes.. Good look.. Rich family.. They hangout.. They are good in academics.. I feel so dumb.. That why me ????