I'm so depressed these days I find everything pointless and pointless. I just feel like I want to die. I graduated from high school 4 months ago and now I am in science university, everything is difficult every day, there is an exam. This is not the problem. The problem is that I live with my aunt and she controls me because of the money and I don't know what to do. She doesn't want to give me money for all this. I've also been ill for a year now, as I have a heart condition as well as rheumatism in the bones. My aunt also insults me for the treatment expenses. I hope someone finds a solution because not a day goes by without crying and crying. I don't know how to control my crying anymore