Please. I'm always sad and angry. I feel guilty about everything i do and sometimes it's so bad that i selfharm. I know i need help but my parents are toxic. They keep fighting and yelling even if i'm in the same room. And i know my friends hate me because i bullied one of them. I don't know why they still stick around because i'm a bad person. I keep thinking about ending it all and deciding how and when but when the time comes i'm unsure. I just hate being sad and feeling empty all of the time.