Hi
Health issue hernated disc operation which doesn't went well so .... strong in appearance and I cant left things and do sport as I was.
Then i destroyed my professional career to live with my Ex and son in the uk than I ve been kicked from my house and I have been call to come and see my son and everytime I came just few minutes later police come hopefully I recorded everything.
When things kept happened I decide to go back home country. Than its was the start of Corona and lock down.
I tried to hard to find job but....
And finally I couldn't hide after my laughing and trying to find happiness on others.
So I am fully depressed and I feel like being in problems and being hurt feed the depression I wish if my believes allowed me to suicide but I cant and also am getting to mad and angry about simple thinks.
I don't known even why I am sharing this.
Thanks for this platform