I lost my wife to Covid-19, she was just 27 years old. We had dated for years and struggled so much to gain our parents' approval for marriage, but I still couldn't spend my life with her. I feel broken and my heart is heavy with pain. On top of this my family has already started pushing me for 2nd marriage. I'm confused as to what I should do. I can't seem to focus on any work and it feels like I'll never get over this grief.