The road to recovery is tough but baby steps towards it will get the feeling back. Don’t worry and just stay positive

It is always about your willingness to establish the lost connection. You can try!!

i take everything day to day.. i really dont know how i cope i just do.. i've been told that i need to just let it go but then how does one let so much heartache just go? my mibd never shuts off.. even when i sleep, i mostly dream of it.. i cant seem to find answers no metter how hard i try.. i use to drink very heavy and when my son asked me to quit 9 yrs ago, i quit with no withdraws or regrets.. i just dont understand it.. i just live my life witg the pain i have recieved by keepibg my mind busy at work.. i work for fedex as a package handler and test my strength to be honest.. i live with someone who remibds me if what a screw up i really am.. at least to him i am.. i know im a good person inside, but being insulted and belittled on a regular basus doesnt do any justice for me when i try to move forward.