Hey! Thanks for reaching out. Your body is something you should preach never curse. You can work on it and have a healthy sense of self. Health is ultimately the only thing that matters.

Me to and it's kind of hard overcoming it but just learn to accept it, let others know that you accept yourself boldly, even if you don't feel it. Just be so loudly proud of yourself that you silence that useless voice within

Not all your fingers are of the same length. You are unique in your own way and looks aren't everything. I know a lot of people tell you that "looks aren't everything" but in reality looks is what drives people and I'm aware of it. But trust me, people don't notice us as much as we think they do. They just pass comments about the thing they think is "off" about us. And I'm aware that "those comments" hurt our feelings a lot. But once we learn to deal with those comments we'll have nothing much to worry about. Listen, just cause you are fat doens't mean you are ugly, understand that fat and ugly are two different things and don't let the "harsh comments" of people worry you. I know it's a rough patch but I promise you'll get through it all and you'll be fine in time. I hope I could be of some help. Just know that sucide or self harm isn't gonna solve the problems you have and they don't help at all. So try to get sucide out of your mind. At times, it makes things worse. There are other ways to deal with problems, and you'll figure it out. And if there's something please reach out. Just know that you are unique and amazing the way you are and there are a lot of people at this point waiting to be like you. Don't give up. <3

Plz don't ever underestimate yourself. You're very precious to your parents. What the world thinks doesn't matter. Everybody is beautiful and special in their own way. On the other hand, focus on staying healthy. Start doing exercise and yoga for relaxation. I'm sure better days are in store for you, this is just a bad phase which you'll get through with motivation and optimism :)