I've been diagnosed with clinical depression since one year.. Its been a tough journey I must say. I still wonder how I am still alive.. I feel so alone, left out, worthless, helpless, hopeless. I can't concentrate and focus on my studies. I've got a bad memory these days. Social isolation. The feeling that no one really cares and no one really understands you. The list of negative thoughts goes on.. Is there anyone actually understanding what Im saying right now?